FEELING GOOD, FEELING GREAT!!!

Its funny...this time two weeks ago I was hating life and super depressed. But now I am super happy and so in love with life and God and everything thats going on! If you know my situation then you are probably asking "What's so great in her life?" On the surface it looks like nothing other than an extended vacay in LA (I have no job and I am broke!)
I've always known that I am genuinely happy person and that I don't need certain comforts in life to be happy. After living the life as a student for the past few years...this type of truth should be embedded in me but living at home for six months kind of had a sister spoiled!!! Happiness is not a new CD or a new pair or shoes or any of the numerous things I like to buy. Happiness is not even the new condo or convertible Mercedes that I am saving up for! Happiness is not Defiant Entertainment Group's first Oscar winning/blockbuster film (all though that would be nice!!!!) Those things may bring a smile and a happy sensation... Well honestly, those things might make a happy person MORE happy...but give those things to an unhappy person...then it doesn't mean a thing!!!
But I really feel like I had to go through my little depressed spell to realize that I am sooo blessed. There are so many people who love me and would do anything in their power to see me do well! Thats everyone from my roomie, to my family, to my best friends and my crew, to my DC family! Man! It feels sooo great to be loved! Then on top of that I get to LA and join a Young Adult ministry (having a great fellowship group is just as important as having an apartment!!) and they look out just like they have known me for a long time!
So yeah, things at surface level could be better. But I know that stuff is coming! Right now, I am good! And I get to go to NC next week to see my younger brother graduate from high school!!! Life is WONDERFUL!

HAPPY I AM!