Even though life seems to suck, it doesn't!

I feel as if my entire world has been turned completely upside down. Everything that I have known to be true, no longer is. Everything that I thought was solid proved not to be.

And while I was indeed devastated by the recent turmoil, changes, and obstacles that bum rushed me, I realized that I am still okay. Yes, I've cried my eyes dry...and yes, I hurt...
but I am good! Somedays I am still dazed by the whirlwind of disaster that has swirled around...has me like "WTF LA?"

I am happy. Even though I want to be mad at the world and would be justifiably depressed... I can't. There are too many things that are going right for me.

I don't know how I've come to this place but thank God I have.